Absence

My reality..forever shifted;

My perspective, indefinitely suspended

I struggle to make sense of what's next

Maybe, it's because being with you hits differently

 

Our foundation, allows me to love you effortlessly.

Childhood memories cause a deeper connection...

What we now refer to as our “history”

I get rid of the walls that I needed to guard me

The walls that allowed me to survive

I let go because you are my protection.

 

Do you see what worries me the most?

It's like you never left and I never went

Like coincidences don't exist

As if the pain was gifted to me

So when it was time I could fully love you

 

You see I'm concerned that;

we've finally confirmed that

We don't choose the cards and maybe,

it was aways meant to be you.