Desire.

Success is just a start, life's the real game

Niggas always talk about the money and the fame

you niggas out here killing , its really a shame

niggas out here playing , even tho it aint a game

Dont even look up , there aint no sun

when i grow up , i want kids , i want a son

i want forgiveness , i want a business too .

I wanna be able , to take care of you

my desire for lust fucked up , what was love

yo love so desired that it gave my heart a shove

niggas always talking shit but i dont care

one day imma prove them all wrong , i swear

this is what i feared , anxiety got me scared

hopefully in da future , all the gang is still there

ye i swear life isnt fair , so im just gonna say one more prayer

god forgive me , and everything i did

i wanna turn older and take care of my kids

lord please dont punish my kids for my sins

i just wanna live a happy life thats it

just give me one more chance , i wont forfeit

and this time ill make my life worth it

it wont be so worthless , please lord i have a purpose

 

you still aint get the memo , damn u dumb

basically im sick of my brain feeling numb

im tired of everybody leaving me out the fun

im sick of this shit , something needs to be done

im feeling so sad , but im so glad

that i got my feelings out , i was so mad

i wish i still had all my friends i had

its mayhem in my brain , ye im feeling real bad

i miss all the times ,that i had in the rain

but now their all drained . down my brain .