Disappearance

I know it sounds like i'm complaing but hear me out

I lost almost everything but thats life

father put in jail when i was 11 aint gonna see him for ten years

I lost my lil friend Gavin to a car he was only five years old

yet at his funeral i couldnt stand tall i had to cry for my family

all the heart break i felt

lost friends along the way thats just part of the picture

I see my picture, i see my family full and happy

but then i look up and all i see is misery

 

As i seenobody cares about my history

but when you dwell into my history it comes to you

he couldve taken his own life but he didnt

and you ask why with all i deal with

because of my family i dont care bout the money