bye i guess

I've been in the gutter

you've been up on cloud nine

used to love each other

but then we never found time

drifted from another

never really knew

now there's just a you shaped space in my room

 

and I hate what you do to me; break me and screw with me

lately I knew it would all end soon baby

I just wasn't ready

fuck you for that petty shit

everything I did for you was nothing in the end and it's

disgusting how defensive

you get when you say I make excuses

I guess I'm so pathetic I'm not even worth the truth

Its a credit to your heart and your soul and your background

I was never one to ever back down

 

now I'm looking back, how fucking naive can a man be?

all I ever wanted was a family. but did you never understand me?

or did you always know the day would come when you would underhand me

 

first I was a mess, then before the precipice

I learned that I was blessed with another go at genesis

I’ll never not remember this, I’ll never be the same

forgetful as I am I think you're etched into my brain

and I can’t handle it

 

so I stand in the rain because you hated to

singing all these songs I never played for you

speaking with my gods and tryna make it to

the next mistake I put this mental patient through

 

I guess I'm gullible. I never learned to doubt.

I push until it pulls but you weren't worth it now, were you?

I guess I know that now.

'cause see I'm older now I'm sober now

I hold it down and found some other shoulders

to look over to the setting sun

you know what's good for you when all of this is said and done

but as you wander off the edge of our plane without me

I wonder if you ever gave a damn about me

 

my sleeves are all bloody from the heartbreak

and my deeds aren‘t becoming of this miracle

I don’t feel like running I'm just stargazing

now that you’re gone

I finally feel whole

 

my sleeves are all bloody from the heartbreak

and my deeds aren‘t becoming of this miracle

I don’t feel like running I’m just stargazing

now that you’re gone

I finally feel whole