Toxic Feelings - To Heaven

Feb 6, 2023

Dear Heaven,

 

There's a lot I wanna say on my mind tonight

I know what I did was not quite right

I wanna say that I apologize

Apologize for all my lies

I know you really hate me

But I still love you deeply

But you're done with me completely

This shit maybe cheesy

But really, I enjoyed our time

I hope you did but if not, it's not a crime

Maybe we'll work in another lifetime

Stress ain't good for my spine

But this was some kind of wake-up sign

I have toxic feelings when it comes to you

I don't wanna call you my boo

But I still wanna stay with you

I know it isn't right

My demons come out at night

I can't really think straight

When it's you I hesitate

I know we saying our final goodbyes

And that all knots are tied

So imma be polite

Not gonna fight

But not gonna lie

I have toxic feelings

But I can't explain what I'm feeling

But there's no point because we still leaving

Leaving "us" in the past

I knew we wouldn't last

But it's been a blast

Thank you for this impact

You had an impact on my life

I hope you recognized

And I just wanna say thank you

Thank you for the good times

Thank you for the good vibes

Just thank you

(Thank you)

 

 

Sincerely, C.