Fading

Chorus:

Feeling like I don’t matter

Feelings are taking over

My world is gettin darker

I don’t want love getting closer

Stop with all your blaming

Cause my life is fading

 

Verse 1:

I don’t want no love

Cause it always hurts me

I don’t wanna be wealthy

Cause I don’t need it

What’s the point of livin

When you don’t have a purpose

Yeah I write to release what I have inside

Thinking it’ll make me feel better

But I fear that I’ll stay like this forever

I hate the feeling of needing to succeed

Man I hate being me.

 

Chorus:

Feeling like I don’t matter

Feelings are taking over

My world is gettin darker

I don’t want love getting closer

Stop with all your blaming

Cause my life is fading

Yeah it’s fading

It’s fading

I’m fading

 

Verse 2:

Yeah, what’s the point of chasing the fame

Only to have the people close to you start to hate

The money that you gain won’t follow to the grave

My mamma told me she proud of me but I don’t feel the same

Then I sit in my room as my dreams go up in flames

Fear knocked on my front door

And now he won’t leave

Put on a brave face to deceive

Broken minds don’t deserve all the good things in life.

You ask if I’m okay

I’ll probably smile and say say I’m okay

Is that really true?

I don’t know anymore

 

Chorus:

Feeling like I don’t matter

Feelings are taking over

My world is gettin darker

I don’t want love getting closer

Stop with all your blaming

Cause my life is fading

Yeah, it’s fading

It’s fading

I’m fading

 

Verse 3:

I’ll take My baggage

Into the casket

I don’t want people to feel damaged

Yeah I’m a Christian

But why do I feel like god doesn’t listen

Yeah pain is my addiction

Depression is not a fiction

And I know cause it’s my prison

Locked up but the keys are in my hands

Sorry I gotta leave.

But I promise I’ll be back.