I've Grown

A bit of the instrumental was cut out at the end.

 

[verse 1] 0:24

I've started working

Demons lurking

I heard Satan has a thing for murdering

I heard he's searching

He seen me working

No more churpin

I'm a man of god, fuck Satan

When Satan come back to burn, I'll be waitin

No more rainy days all this work's payin

I'm changin, had a girl now she's chasin

chasin dreams, my only real goal was to feel seen

you left me mean, Ion fuck with that anger shit you know I've seen

I've seen my fallin soldiers fall, now its me

I miss the days; it was you and me

Now I'm left cheerin, like someone on the cheerleading team

But that ain't me, I should be with the players makin winnin plays for the team

shootin baskets makin goals making the team

I've grown, for the better

you said you ain't need me

you've said better.

 

[verse 2] 1:12

You wrote a letter

Saying you're sorry saying you've changed for the better

You think your clever

You thought that it would all blow past

like some bad weather

But now you see you've fucked up

you can't make it better

You only call me when your drunk

Late nights 3 am saying your sober

You can't win me back over

Growing up is realizing that when it's over its over

I can't tolerate disrespect baby you can't talk over

 

[verse 3] 1:35

My life

Is better without you in the picture

Go and fill the pitcher

Tell your friends to block me because

Ion need them either

You need a father figure

When you try and say your sorry

but I know you arent sorry

I know after I left you went an threw a fuckin party

Words can't change how you acted in the past

Why'd you try and say your sorry but you stabbed me in the back

Why'd you find someone else, then the next you fall back

Why'd you leave me so soon, memories I can't get back

Now your gone, memories I have to relapse

Wish I had you back

You had my back

Now your dead, Satan I hear your laugh

I knew your searchin, why'd you have to take her