Therapy

I think I need therapy so I'mma walk right in asking me what can I help you with today well I think I'm seeing things he said what kind of things I see dead people no I'm just kidding I think I'm going crazy he said what you mean well he always talking to me he said maybe you just dreaming told him I don't think so he sitting right next to me I swear to God I be hearing things I'm just here for therapy yeah can you help me I got me a problem I hope you can solve he like what is it well I keep seeing him in my dreams when I sleep I'm thinking bout him constantly I can sleep I can eat I always have a dream he dying but I don't wake up from the dream it keep going but then my boy be reappearing he told to wake up so I did I'm like damn holy shit holy hell it felt so real my therapist asking if I'm okay I told him yeah what happened you kept saying Ben Ben I was like huh what you mean he said that's your friend right and I'm like yeah he is he's right here sitting next to me why can't you see what I see he was like cause he not real it's in your head like a manifestation or a fantasy even a ghost but wait a minute he ain't dead he said hold on wait I'm like okay well what you mean explain it to me well you thinking about him constantly like obsessively yes I know I'm obsessed with him it's a problem I thought you could fix it but I guess not he like wait yes I can tell me about what you wanted to do well okay here it go all I wanted to do was tell him I'm sorry I ain't mean it and that I love him I was so overprotective just like a parent I ain't mean to take it that far no I ain't mean to take it so far I guess what he told me about his bullies overprotective mode kicked in and i couldn't stop I guess that's my downfall he said yes it is you care too much I told my therapist I know I do but it's just something about him I can't figure out why he dont get mad why he don't get sad thats a little scary ain't no emotion on his face then my therapist said maybe its just the way he is I agreed with my therapist I was like yeah I guess maybe that's the way he is but I'm thinking my best friend Ben crazy and that's okay with me