Last Mistake

I know i messed up and this might be my last mistake

I gotta confess up i wouldn't care if right now i passed away

I gotta die and escape this fast today

To keep the demons in my past at bay

How is it okay when the girl of my dreams changed?

Is it real every true love story needs pain?

Can i trust other people's hearts or is it sweet bait

And how much more drugs need to be done to meet fate?

 

Is this all my life is this it It's over

Declining love but my knife gives me closure

Did i fuck up for the last time

Words reminiscing from a past line

Only 5 years to go i'm living a fast life

No speedrun

My demons chasing me you won't see me run

I keep a .223 gun

But i'd rather use 3 drugs

She gave me her heart but it's hard to see love

Is that why my life seems done

I don't wanna give up but i can't live up to my words

Everywhere i look is darkness but i see demons in my mind lurk

I can't push this pain aside ain't no wrld where time work

Final answer death is my best choice yes i'm sure

She an angel in the clouds lost in the skies now i can't find her

Don't have the strength to leave so she's the decider

She'll be happy with someone else, can’t let go of my desire

 

I know i messed up and this might be my last mistake

I gotta confess up i wouldn't care if right now i passed away

I gotta die and escape this fast today

To keep the demons in my past at bay

How is it okay when the girl of my dreams changed?

Is it real every true love story needs pain?

Can i trust other people's hearts or is it sweet bait

And how much more drugs need to be done to meet fate?

 

Last fuck up, i made a grave mistake

When you're here i'm okay all day

But you're not so every night i lay awake

In my head, makes me wanna be dead is all i take away

My wrld seeming fake today

Can't keep the demons to stay away

Just let me break away

Please let me break away

I don't wanna feel the heartbreak today

Can't lie and the truth makes me say

If you left you'd have a better life

Can't let you go, you're my forever wife

I know even if you're not here our love will never die

But i'm gonna and i will soon

I'm always lying to myself just to heal wounds

Trying myself now i'm dying for help i hope it don't kill you

Fuck life, i'm running out of luck like i don't got pills too

Yes even if i'm not here, my love for you is still true

 

I know i messed up and this might be my last mistake

I gotta confess up i wouldn't care if right now i passed away

I gotta die and escape this fast today

To keep the demons in my past at bay

How is it okay when the girl of my dreams changed?

Is it real every true love story needs pain?

Can i trust other people's hearts or is it sweet bait

And how much more drugs need to be done to meet fate?