U took her from us By StormTheAr...

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I'm pissed at life, I'm pissed at the fuckin world!

I'm pissed at God for taking my little girl

cause she had hazel eyes and perfect little curls

I had high expectations until that all fell

Now depression keeps me in this cell

and the sweet taste of revenge is all i could smell!

 

I'm pissed at myself for not knowing the signs

pissed cause the lord has taken what was mine!

so I've hopped off the line, lost faith and bought a nine

I can feel myself changing inside,

telling myself, every thing will be fine!

but I'm blind within time and cant seem to hold things in line

all this combined has me losing my mind and has me off my grind

 

its burns inside, melting my pride, its obvious and unable to hide

this deep depression's in disguise, no longer has me feeling alive

one can see it in my eyes, I've giving up and wish to die

trying to figure out how to commit suicide as these feeling rise

 

I've weaken by the day, and been so depressed since she's been away

but the Lord ignored me, instead of hearing what I have to say.

now I'm like fuck kneeling down to pray, I'm no longer afraid,

I have lost my faith, so tell me, where were the fuck were you on that day?

 

cause all these prayers were a bunch of rubbish,

I thought he loved us, but instead the bastard seemed jealous

to permanently numb us,

and be so fuckin heartless to take our only little girl from us!

 

isn't that a zinger? now the fucker can get that finger!

 

Some will say its offensive what I said

but they haven't prayed by their bed

or dealt with the grief of their daughter being dead

helplessly feeling misled, left with regrets

i cant take the pain, so I'm going this route instead.

 

fuck it I'm fed, and all this bullshits got me upset

I'm living on the edge, to the point, it's beyond threats

left with a vengeance mindset, its to hard without you to look ahead

Fuck meds, instead I'm pointing the nine to my head

pulling the trigger as I fall on my bed, alone left as I bled

with a note that should be read after I'm found dead

by a engraved bullet saying "together again" on the lead............

 

 

Daddy love's you Emerald.