I Need An Encore

Listen up.

I am tired of the bullshit I face.

Hear me out

 

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I grew up in the streets cause I had these rappers as my idols

I was in crowds that were dropping gangster disciples

I knew I had to get out cause I was becoming the same thing I was seeking to destroy

I remember nights where my mom was up all night screaming and crying about her baby boy

I had to speed up for a second to get my point across

I had to stand up for the same things that brought me loss

I could name a few of the women that broke me down

Had me shutting down

And cutting off my friends

Let's start from the beginning with Jasmine, she's the one that stabbed me

She thought I was with her sister on the side, yah, she was crazy

Then we had Lilianne, but she was no better then the first

We broke up but I figured out that every night she had my name cursed

Then we get to the best one, her name was Katrina

I thought she was the one, it was a simple idea

I lost my chance with her and got another I fucked that one up too

As you can see with love I only have a bunch of issues

I either fuck it up or get fucked over

It's like a game of poker

Flip the cards and throw some shoulders

In the cut with lots of soldiers

Cuts on our face they call us Joker

Nevermind I left everything colder

I was getting closer and closer but could never find out what I was running to

I might take a second pause mid-verse, take a sip out the cup full of blue

Did I say blue I meant purple lean always got me slurring my words

I always want to be high as the clouds I was flying up near the birds

I was trying to be something I wasn't like cutting the deck into thirds

Just before shuffling again, and dealing cards that only left people hurt