past tense

0:12

the problem is I know you toxic

dreamin then I woke up think I lost it

demons dancing in my head like a moshpit

in my coffin eyes watering tears droppin

0:24

 

 

memories in my mind and I been saving that shit like my last breath

every time they say your name they say it in the past tense

I know you apart of my past and

I thought our friendship would last and

we would still be here laughin

but what happened?

letting go I haven't mastered

I still dream about you even though you in the past tense

wake up feelin new but my body still tense

like a spirit in the room I feel your present

now I'm wondering if I was just an experiment

yeah

0:48

 

leave a drillin in my heart like an dentist

you said shit to me and you meant it

yeah I'm offended and I can't pretend it

devil on my shoulder sayin think it's time to get revengence

anxiety in your present

thoughts occurring in my mind and they not pleasant

1:00

 

it's been years since I heard your voice

to end up not saying goodbye wasn't my words of choice

think that you blocked me , my anxiety drove you away but how could you stop me

you moved on but it don't shock me, I've changed so don't say I am not me

you leave a bad taste in my mouth uh toffee

1:11

 

(pause)

 

1:24

 

 

memories in my mind and I been saving that shit like my last breath

every time they say your name they say it in the past tense

I know you apart of my past and

I thought our friendship would last and

we would still be here laughin

but what happened?

letting go I haven't mastered

1:36

 

mama told me don't stress just focus on becoming your best

emotions I can't express your actions won't keep me pressed

bounce back like a reflex it's been a long day I need to de stress

I won't settle for toxic people I don't need less

I just thank god for being blessed

clear my mind need a reset

I get hurt easily I got a weak chest yeah

been hurt before next time it might hurt a little more

so I swerve that yeah I curve that

my respect you need too earn that

kindness you need to learn that

yeah

2:00

 

 

memories in my mind and I been saving that shit like my last breath

every time they say your name they say it in the past tense

I know you apart of my past and

I thought our friendship would last and

we would still be here laughin

but what happened?

letting go I haven't mastered

I still dream about you even though you in the past tense

wake up feelin new but my body still tense

like a spirit in the room I feel your present

now I'm wondering if I was just an experiment

yeah

2:24

 

(pause)

 

2:36

 

memories in my mind and I been saving that shit like my last breath

every time they say your name they say it in the past tense

I know you apart of my past and

I thought our friendship would last and

we would still be here laughin

but what happened?

letting go I haven't mastered