Draw near

draw near

draw near

come close to me get away from the mirror

and let's go back to what we were

draw near

 

i know were not what we were

remember that time

it went so fast like a blur

just like that, you came and went

i'm not sure what you meant

when you kissed me

didn't even get an apology

it bothers me constantly, came in and took my heart

like a robbery, you did me dirty

hating the journey, like why

are you apart of my story?

why did God put you on my path

i don't trust Him now, he's a psychopath

like thanks for the ride but i'd rather not crash

doesn't matter anyway, i came in last

 

draw near

draw near

come close to me get away from the mirror

and let's go back to what we were

draw near

 

what the heck, what is this

baby come back

i miss those good days

you make the hooks now of all of my tracks

instead of writing depressingly

id be making bops, gaining popularity

but i know alot of folks can really relate to me

put my journal in a rap

spilling out my deepest feelings

its not for nothing im gaining experience

finna be climbing that billboard list

real soon, rise like balloons

truth is what happened turned out to be good

your a blessing in disguise that i misunderstood

 

draw near

draw near

come close to me get away from the mirror

and let's go back to what we were

draw near

 

i still can't believe

you left me for somebody else

led me to believe in your feelings

things you did that i hate to verbalize

it hurts so much

how could i take so much damage

you must be soulless, yeah, bet your a savage

shoulda known not to trust your language

but immaturity

had me lacking clarity

being desperate is a recipe for disaster

if i only relied on her texts i'd never get an answer

guess your the reason that now imma rapper

in school to be a pastor, that you can shatter

like don't you ever think of me?

heart sinking, I'm lonely

 

draw near

draw near

come close to me get away from the mirror

and let's go back to what we were draw near

 

i resist the urge to curse

my anger tempts me to fit em in this verse

got homework to do but there's this tug

the lines just come to me

sitting in church contemplating the message

daydreaming, surveying the wreckage

of my past, call it messy

funny how all my babes all ended in e's

and none of them turned out

but i keep trying, should try a different route

gotta stop putting the same food in my mouth

i feel like

i could search the whole world

and never find my girl

i don't think she exists.