HOME_[Demo] (Running)

(Intro)

Got no appetite and I can’t sleep at night,

My brains too fried to even try,

Promised myself if I don’t win this fight I’d just commit suicide,

I’m in a tunnel and I can’t see the light, God please help me because I need a guide,

I’m stuck in a cage with paranoia,

I’m stuck in a cage with people who wanna destroy the

Life that I’ve built and joy that I’ve got for you

 

(Chorus)

Oh you can’t hear me cry, see my dreams die,

From where you’re standing on your own,

It’s so quiet here and I feel so cold,

This house, it no longer feels like home,

Yeah,

Like home,

Like home,

Yeah ay, like home,

 

(Verse 1)

Sometimes I just wanna give up cause it’s like a drug,

I’m in between, death and peace, I feel so stuck,

I just wanna crawl into this deathbed I’ve dug,

I’m waiting for me to give in and pull the plug,

We’re all one step away, so God I pray,

Just let me live just one more day,

One more day, one more day,

 

I just wanna live till I’m old and gray,

I’m old and gray, I’m old and gray

I just wanna feel like I’m finally okay,

Finally okay,

 

When will I stop feelin’ worthless,

When will I feel like I’ve got a purpose,

I wanna feel like what I’m battling’s worth it (worth it),

I wanna be able to say I’m not an addict,

I’m an addict

 

(Chorus)

Oh you can’t hear me cry, see my dreams die,

From where you’re standing on your own,

It’s so quiet here and I feel so cold,

This house, it no longer feels like home,

Yeah,

Like home,

Like home,

Yeah ay, like home,

 

(Verse 3)

Callin' me an amateur,

I'll call your manager, ask him which way's the thunder,

I'll slow it down,

Could be louder maybe consider a bit of it if it was helpin' you understand,

You understand,

Your past,

It's common sense,

Your fallen friends, (Are),

Rottin' in,

Depths of your sins,

So wrap your head around it,

Strap in, stop sweatin',

 

My heart all black,

I thank you for turnin' it gray,

And I pray the LORD help us fight no matter the demon or devil

Or if there were several, I got somethin' special for them,

Rip their skulls outta their head,

I'll fight 'em till the depths of hell, put 'em under a spell,

Send 'em to a parallel universe, say farewell,

Kidnap 'em and sell them on the market to make a quick profit,

Maybe buy a rocket and have the demons be my target,

Lit 'em on fire with a cigarette lighter or use them as practice on my sniper,

Or I'll cypher their power to build my empire with skilled soldiers as fighters,

And I'll rid the Earth and universe of these motherfuckers like they deserve,

Get rid of this curse,

I'm endin' this verse,

 

(Chorus)

Oh you can’t hear me cry, see my dreams die,

From where you’re standing on your own,

It’s so quiet here and I feel so cold,

This house, it no longer feels like home,

Yeah,

Like home,

Like home,

Yeah ay, like home,

 

I haven't grown,

I feel so alone,

My heart's turned to stone,

It’s so quiet here and I feel so cold,

This house, it no longer feels like home,

Yeah,

Like home,

Like home,

Yeah ay, like home,

Home

 

 

Ay, look at me I'm the best to ever exist,

If I could just finish the hook before I rest I can't help it I'ma perfectionist,

I wish I could trust you when I see your eyes as they look at me,

I haven't dealt with my sins or gotten past the drama, maybe I need a therapist,

But they rattled my cage, on the count of three they better be ready to get buried,

I'm on the street in the heat, feet heavy, and my arms are sweaty,

As my shoes hit the concrete I take the lead,

I refuse to choose to lose,

I need to find the speed to proceed to succeed,

My life is a strive to stay alive and thrive to survive,

And for those that ain't tryin',

I'd like some fries on the side while I keep fighting,

While I keep grinding,

Keep climbing,

And take a shot at the ones that can't get a spot in the ring,

Shouting at everyone else till they got broken lungs like a victim when they ain't nothing,

For those,

Start running

(Running, running)