Sometimes Ft. SeaJay

[Trusc]

Sometimes

Can't tell if I'm coming or going

Can't tell if I'm running from no-one

Can't tell if my voice is just hopeless

I focus on growing an omen

I better just live in the moment

Take the wind wherever it's blowing

Was lost in the sea

I thought it was greed

But now I just know it was no one

So I'm floating

Tryna swallow my words but I'm choking

You'd notice

When I'm caught in my thoughts I'm the lowest

Can't hold this

Can't hold us back

With a load of tack

I know the path

Like a folded map

Got a sharp tongue

It's a golden axe

And I flow on the track

like molten wax

I'm hot

Want the top but I flop

like the coal in sacks

In loops like cul-de-sac's

Don't hold a gat

But the coat is black

And if I go attack

Then I know to scrap

No holding back

When you flow is that

Of the same shape

that the waves make

when your foe is back

In the red sea

got the moses raps

You know with that

 

[SeaJay]

Sometimes, can’t tell if I’m coming or going

Can’t tell if I’m running from no one

Can’t tell if my voice is just hopeless

I focus on growing an omen

I better just live in the moment

Take the wind wherever it’s blowing

Was lost in the sea, I thought it was greed

But now I just know it was no one

Lonely here in the coldest room of this house

Hold me please, I got a lot of fear, and the dopamine been in a drought

Hopefully it turns around, but all of my hopes and dreams are running out

I cannot cope when people run they mouths

I cannot fold when everything is down

Turned that shit to poetry, I once wrote with a potency, the flow was heat, the older me would make you proud

I know it seems I had my doubts, but now I know I chose the scenic route

Drove along the coast, the ocean reaching out and holding me accountable

Slowly sinking, drowning

Four minutes till I’m floating, hear me out, you know that

 

[Trusc]

Sometimes

Can't tell if I'm coming or going

Can't tell if I'm running from no-one

Can't tell if my voice is just hopeless

I focus on growing an omen

I better just live in the moment

Take the wind wherever it's blowing

Was lost in the sea

I thought it was greed

But now I just know it was no one

So I'm drifting

Tryna do what it takes just to fit in

Every day is the same I thought it would change

But now I can't say that I miss it

Not altruistic, not optimistic

My thoughts sadistic

Was called a misfit

But now I know

I will go the distance

Not a golden ticket

But the coldest with it

See I float through the sky like a poltergeist

Will I live or die better roll the dice

See I speak my mind

Whether weep or cry

Or I take control at an open mic

See I grow and thrive

When I'm holding mics

Might make mistakes

Can't fault me twice

ya better call my name

When you're calling fame

Cos it's all the same

with a calling right?

 

[SeaJay]

Sometimes, can’t tell if I’m coming or going

Can’t tell if I’m running from no one

Can’t tell if my voice is just hopeless

I focus on growing an omen

I better just live in the moment

Take the wind wherever it’s blowing

Was lost in the sea, I thought it was greed

But now I just know it was no one

No one can do it but me

I’m on my own on this road

I’m walking along it but I don’t know where it will lead

I’ve just been roaming in hopes that my talent and focus are all that I need to succeed

I see a glimpse of the scenery blocked by the walls of deceit

I couldn’t tear that shit down, it’s gonna take all of my power to breach

Empower the people, the powerful drowning our speech

Powers that be ensure that we never get out of the streets

Cowardice let me believe for hours and weeks

That that’s how it always would be

Fuck it, I’m outraged

I wanna have everything out of my reach

I wanna breathe

And this ain’t the hour for peace