What's My Purpose?
• Written by Without_Existence
Without_Existence's Notes
If you're out there all alone thinking you're the only one. you're not. i been in the system since 13 years old and i'm turning 20 on september 30th. never had a home that's felt like home. so yea... reach out to me if you need to talk. damn i wish i could've took my own advice, but it's too late.... i ruined everything for myself.
Verse 1:
Sitting all alone in my pool of sadness,
don't know wether to sink or swim cause i feel hopeless,
no matter who or what tries to help me they never stay cause it's pointless,
i'm broken and unfixable,
just too helpless,
trying not to drown cause there may be greatness,
but the greatness is overthrown with pure darkness,
wanna speak out and get the help but i'm only speechless,
only gasps of air come when the seams of my heart become seamless,
at this point i know no one can save me,
i'm way far too gone to find happiness,
but gone enough to be lifeless,
Bridge:
i brought on my own loneliness,
a thousand hands that were reaching for me while i was in pieces,
but i refused and pushed away what i thought were empty promises,
so
Chorus:
I'm sitting here wishing it wasn't so obvious,
i feel so worthless,
so broken,
so useless,
yea,
so clueless,
cause what's my purpose?
