Painful Skies
• Written by Gemtric27
[Intro]
Look
I know what I did
And I'm not sitting here blaming anybody else
I'm not feeling sorry for myself either
[Verse 1]
Yo
I listen to this beat it makes me think of what I've been through
All of the mistakes and stupid shit that I got into
All the fuckin' fakeness of people that I made friends with
So 100 percent of those friendships I had to end it
I'm too young to be thinking about the things I'm missin'
And I don't care if you like or if I'm offensive
But I can't live in the past, that shit just wears me down
That shit just makes me cry alot and I wanna turn around
I'm not the man I was then, but I am not running
And I am not yet the man that I am still becoming
I just feel like losing and I can't even believe it
And everything that I've done I'ma have to deal with
And in life we are going to need something like insurance
Just because the devil is always gonna always try to hurt us
My life is good. each day is better than the next day
But I have not forgotten won't settle till every debts payed
[Hook]
Time changes
Each man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Each life's a book with blank pages
Last ten years it's a chapter that's outrageous
Time changes
Every man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Tears, anger and laughter we can't change it
Listen to your hearts. We're protected by angels
(Lord I got things on my mind... I'm not tryna make it a uh..
turn around and make up for everything but)
[Verse 2]
Look
Let me make this clear I don't regret my whole past
Because everything that I've done helped me be a better man
I had a big brother and that was quite an honor
but then later he made me feel like I was unwanted
Probably because that random time our dad just showed up
and I was talking to him and then he told just told me to shut up
And those thoughts that I've been having could've took my life
Lookin' back that might of been the only thing that saved my life
I'm full of love now, I'm Happy. I don't harbor hatred
Pretty sure that's how God wants us and to me that's sacred
I'm not sitting here judging and calling myself the favorite
And I'm not pointing fingers questioning your occupations
I'm just hoping that the way I feel can shine some light
I know you got a good heart dawg. It's time to stop the fight
And let yourself become the man that your supposed to be
I still believe in you. No matter what, you're always close to me
[Hook]
Time changes
Each man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Each life's a book with blank pages
Last ten years it's a chapter that's outrageous
Time changes
Every man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Tears, anger and laughter we can't change it
Listen to your hearts. We're protected by angels
[Verse 3]
And I know becoming friends again ain't possible, at least for years
It's like driving on the road and accidentally hitting a dear
Only got a couple close friends now. That's how I like it
I think I could be a good rapper but I don't know if I'll like it
One of them's a cousin proud to say that he's my best friend
Come on man! you guy's are fucking cousins, let this shit end
It's hard to see that were losing life every second
But we gotta keep going till we learn our lesson
I am doing pretty good, my heart's filled with love
And we don't stop going because God believe's in us
Remember there was four of us till death do us part
Now there's only two of us the rest grew apart
It doesn't mean I don't think about you too, every week
And even tho you can't see there's still a bond I'll never leave
I hope your happy and your family is doin' awesome
Just know Roman that Neveah has an awsome father
You had a hand and that helped and saved my life, I won't forget
Let's live the next half with no regrets, cause it ain't over yet
[Hook]
Time changes
Each man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Each life's a book with blank pages
Last ten years it's a chapter that's outrageous
Time changes
Every man ages
And sometimes best friends become strangers
Tears, anger and laughter we can't change it
Listen to your hearts. We're protected by angels
