Alone :(

you know when you try to be someone

that you cannot be then you turn around and act insecure

thats insecurity you care what everybody sees but you don't care

about what you see on the inside

and the whole entire time you don't wanna try you don't go in public

you sit inside and hide wondering if theres any reason to try

and you just wanna cry and let the demons outside

then you give the drugs a try cause you really think they gonna help

but the whole entire they just making your mental health worse

there putting you back down in the dirt and have you questioning

if you even have any worth this is a valuable life lesson and its something

that you should learn drugs just gonna make it worse and there gonna push you back down

further in the eern then one day your not gonna feel the same way

and your gonna go berserk so then you give therapy a try

but you still got the demons locked inside your trying to find the key to life

but if you want it to work then your going to actually have to try

and not give up cause once you do that the door is harder to open up

and you wakeup every morning wondering thinking your life is getting more tough

you try to get through your day with all these burdens you really just wanna

die but you don't know if theres a purpose so you don't talk to anybody

and you stay away but the whole entire time its just you dealing with

the same pain yea the same pain the ones you deal with every day the thing

that hold you back and makes it harder for you to do what you wanna do

and the pain that puts you in a horrible mood then you call someone

on the phone cause your in your own corner and you feel alone

but nobody aswers then you drink a couple bottle and then you get

hammered but alcohol isn't the answer talking to somebody is

not weed not alcohol not substances so you schedule for a therapist

but nothing she says helps cause what you gotta do is work on yourself

and try to build up your mental so then you start smoking again cause

you feel left out with your friends the peer pressure that gets to your head

the depresion and anxiety that keeps you in your head but you gotta

keep your head up thats what my momma said so whenever you feel alone

know that soebody out there cares about you and if you took the easy

way out it wouldn't only effect you but your not in the mood for food

cause starving yourself is the better thing to do the animal inside of you is

escaping from the zoo so think what are you gonna do