Rollercoaster

My life is like a rollercoaster, ups and downs.

Mostly downs, they tryna fuck me over.

But, I will never let you run me over.

If you try to hold me down, you ain't getting older.

 

Yeah, and that shit's no cap.

I'm always out with the strap, cuz it ain't safe out there.

I been moving on the low, but I'm still living in the trap.

With nobody I can trust, I need some eyes in my back.

 

Cuz, there's alotta backstabbers.

I don't wanna get stabbed in my back, whenever.

Just wanna live my life, do my thing, find my way to heaven.

Praying for them better days, I know my mama sending blessings.

 

But, will that be enough to keep me alive?

I gotta stay ten toes down, atleast I gotta try.

Get rich or die trying, this shit is do or die.

One shot, can’t fuck it up, so better do it right.

 

I gotta take my time, but keep my eyes on the prize.

I need motivation, so better keep it all in my sight.

Push it to limit, and everything will be fine.

But, one mistake and my life might be on the line. (Fuck)

 

But I promised mama that I’ll make it to the top.

Never giving up, never ever gonna stop.

I’m taking chances, even though this all can fuck me up.

I gotta stay strong, cuz a man just wanna live it up.

 

I got these million dollar dreams.

Just so I could provide, for my whole family.

And that shit’s real.

Got vvs’s shining on me, but some love is all I need. (yeah for real)

 

Now I got labels calling me, but I will never sign a deal.

Doing all this by my lonely, I won’t let them use my skill.

I be riding by my lonely, I won’t share the way I feel.

 

I lost love, I lost trust, all my pain will never heal.

All these scars deep inside of me, fuck man I'm feeling ill.

This depression taking over my body, and it might kill.

All this stressing, all this selling, this shit really ain't no chill.

 

But I'm getting my money up, I don't really give a fuck.

As long as I be getting my money, this shit will be enough.

Even though it's dangerous, it will bring me my Bentley truck.

Or the Lambo truck, I'm not sure what I first wanna cop.

 

That's a dream of a youngin'.

But if I keep working hard I'll make this shit come true.

Don't give a fuck about you.

You hating on me, but what you gon' do? (yeah what is you gon' do?)

 

I'm about to get it all, and make it rain on them hoes.

I'm not fucking with you, you can be a friend or a foe.

I really don't give a fuck, I'm just here for the dough.

I'm just here to claim my money, and make space for my bro's

 

You all be wasting your time, when you try to hold me down.

You all play with your lives, cuz you see I got the crown.

I'm on top of the mount.

Everytime I'm on the road they say they fuck with me now.

They scream my name out loud.

 

I know my mama be proud of me, cuz it's something I vowed.

And I'm a man of my word, just had to take a different route.

A different approach, but it made me who I am now.

Cause alotta roadblocks, made me go all around.

 

It's been alotta storms that I've been through.

Rollercoaster living, this life is a fucking mess dude.

I'm glad that I'm still standing on both feet, but I'm so bruised.

Bitch I'm hurt, and deep inside I feel I'm dead too.

 

And trust me, I've seen death with my own eyes.

Still see it in my rearview mirror, I'm telling no lies.

It's since the day my mama passed, I feel my soul cry.

Running through the darkness, every night might be my time.