'running is the surest way to fa...

I been acting sorta strange as it plays out

Tryna shoulder blame for the grey clouds

I'ma go insane in like a day now

Everythings great, but I been weighed down lately

Made a few mistakes and wear a fake smile daily

Hate that I've been rotting in my skin

I need to stop and look within

Something must be wrong with me, friends

Ain't been feeling so strong, I been feeling so tense

But alas

I am just a product of my past

Everyone can see I'm made of tiny shards of glass

Maybe I was grasping at the straws

But I never looked back till I was gone

So I belong amongst the worst of them

The ones who'd never hurt someone on purpose

But still somehow find some sick way to hurt ya

Running is the surest way to fall

Ima keep it coming but im gonna take it slow

walk this earth at my own pace

so I deserve my life someday

I might behave

like I dont care

like fate is all up in the air

but life's been fair

and I digress

I know my parents tried their best

and I know folks who have it worse than me

my burns are only first degree

It takes a fair amount of care to keep from needing surgery

I'm outta here and sure to hit a wall or two

But I would sooner die before I ever thought of fallin' to the bottom

I was brought up to expect every problem every test

Every lie I ever told was to conquor my neglect and

if I ever grow old I'll be honestly impressed

I made it past these obstacles I constantly deflect

now as I talk to my reflection i learn things already known

like that to walk one direction is to live without a soul

my conciousness protected by the wisdom that I've grown

I'm alone

but that dont make me any less at home

I'm a goat in the sheeps clothing

taking these bleak moments and turning them into something

thats helping me keep focused

I'm nervous and weak and every one of these freaks knows it

I'm certain theyll throw stones till one of us bleeds

Running is the surest way to fall

Ima keep it coming but im gonna take it slow

walk this earth at my own pace

so I deserve my life someday

I might behave

like I dont care

like fate is all up in the air

but life's been fair

and I digress

i never really

tried my best