What Exists?

So I sit here and think

Of all the possibilities

I may need to take a leave

Like motherhood maternity, I mean,

What happens when I take that leap should I really,

Hold onto that belief and have faith

When there is so much at stake

Is my death fate? Or just a coincidence

While I sit and wait, I think "What is this shit?"

Cause I just may, go ahead and jump this bitch

Just to find out what happens, when we die

Is everything alright? Is it a paradise?

I feel like I'm rolling a pair of dice

LIke which way will I land on?

 

I used to believe in God in the all-mighty

Force of all, things good but lately

I've been thinking "Nah"

But maybe it is true, and I should become a believer too

 

Hook:

So as I sit here looking at the stars

I start to fall apart

I stop thinking with my brain

And start thinking with my heart

I question the things I have really seen

Like, Am I just dreaming?

I just feel crazy and insane

What the fuck does all this mean

 

Intermition:

"Like are we just in a simulation? Is any of this real?

is there, Jesus? Is there Satan?

What the fuck happens when we die?" This is what I'm saying

 

But it's just too soon, we don't know if this exists

Until we exit, this plane of existence

And I will keep being persistent

With my ideas of religious, beliefs

Like Christians, or Mormons

This ain't a petition, I'm storming

But since then, I've grown boredom

Of this violence shit, that's grilling and forming

Like a Forman (aye)

I don't know if I will be boarding (this train)

But I feel like exploring (today)

I might start soaring ( I may)

But what's important, is our decay

Because I don't think we realize

And open our eyes, to all the things that could happen

Just listen to what I'm rapping, we could be stuck in space for an eternity

I don't know certainly, but couragly I start the think

And lose all of my logic, and I can't stop

I keep on rocking, this boat of thoughts and

They are stalking and stocking while flocking

Up so much I can't even begin to explain why

 

Hook:

I sit here looking at the stars

I start to fall apart

I stop thinking with my brain

And start thinking with my heart

I question the things I have really seen

Like, Am I just dreaming?

I just feel crazy and insane

What the fuck does all this mean