Fog

I know my love really doesn't seem like shit

But to the rest of the world I only feel hatred

My colorful, imaginative mind has faded

Depression creeped in, so much potential wasted

I'm losing it, feeling barely educated

Smile so fake I have to keep the mask painted

My life's been ruined, reality was tainted

Ever since then I've been barely motivated

Shit hurts, that's why I shut all of you out

My mind's stuck in one place, one big dark cloud

I wanna scream my feelings away, I just wanna shout

I just want to be happy, fuck the clout

In my mind it seems true happiness just ain't allowed

Only short bursts and then a drought

Then the suicidal thoughts begin to sprout

Fuck it, I'll go cut my arm and scream real loud

 

My mind's stuck in fog and I can't get out

I just want to escape the darkness

Please get this shit out of my consciousness

Depression is a pit, and it seems so fucking bottomless

 

Mind crushing, brains splatter, do I even really matter?

They say that I do, but that's everyone's fucking answer

Shit will never change, I'll always remember their laughter

Laughing all at me, I'm just another Teenage Disaster

My mind's stuck in a place that I can't escape

I'm a fucking demigod but I cannot just elevate

Lost in this bullshit that I call life

Might take it with a slit from this knife

Don't tell me how to do shit I just won't listen

I slit my wrist just to see the blood glisten

I break promises over and over why can't I just be right?

I'm gonna take my life, this just turned into a fatal night

 

My mind's stuck in fog and I can't get out

I just want to escape the darkness

Please get this shit out of my consciousness

Depression is a pit, and it seems so fucking bottomless