Forever

We keep going on forever

They tell me life need endeavor

They tell me it gets better, but then why am I still writing this letter

Breaking news, only thing breaking is when my heart is the header

And today I walked passed your apartment

Took me awhile to figure out what apart truly meant

Now I am a beggar looking for a pardon

Because I knew we weren't the best, but I thought it was worth the wait

I guess I can be oblivous because it hurts now that I'm late

 

And I'm holding on to forever

Holding onto nothing

Holding on to this letter

Holding on to something

 

And I wish that I don't care anymore

And I wish I haven't heard this all before

And I wish- well fuck it, never needed anything anyway

 

And I am still writing songs about you

Ever since you said that this was through

Never thought I had anything to lose

Now I'm doing everything to prove

That I am still like I am back in Junior Year

I have my old photos and it takes a lot for me to clear

our memories of everything we hold dear And I'm holding on to forever

Holding onto nothing

Holding on to this letter

Holding on to something

 

And I wish that I don't care anymore

And I wish I haven't heard this all before

And I wish- well fuck it, never needed anything anyway

And I wish- well fuck it, never needed anything anyway

And I wish- well fuck it, never needed anything anyway