Love_eydovey

Love is evil it's got me fucked up inside

I'm fucked up debating suicide

Can't tell you the number of nights I've cried

Can't tell you the number of times I've lied

Told her I was alright, told her I was okay

Told her I was just fine to brighten her day

I wanna slit my throat, see my blood spray

But I only go on for her each day

If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here

I would've been gone, would've disappeared

"Where'd Punk go?" "Oh I don't know"

I think he killed himself, body buried in snow

 

Fake depressed faggots blur out my cries for help

Makes it seem like the things I'm saying aint really real

They make it seem like the "sad quotes" I say ain't really what I feel

I'm telling you this shit is really my life

Can't get her our of my head, jesus christ

My arm looks like ham on thanksgiving; sliced

Cut myself up at night with a knife

I can't take it anymore, send me to the afterlife

 

Fuck love, fuck it, it's evil

Doing these drugs, shit feeling kinda lethal

I fucking hate you all, yes all of you people

I want to be alone just so I can be peaceful

You make me want to die, you make me cry

You make me wanna say goodybe, take my life

 

I'm never there at the right times

That's why I stay up late to write rhymes

My schedule works around them oftentimes

Can't keep myself awake sometimes

Wish I could go back when my happiness was in it's prime

Damn it feels like it's been so long that I was glad

Nowadays I can't seem to be anything but sad

These people ruining my life make me mad

I'm writing my drafts for songs on a notepad

But I'm still depressed and wish for a fatal stab

 

I'm fed up, look at the cuts on my arm and tell me I'm just upset

I've made deals with the devil, and now it's time for me to pay up my debt

I'm not myself right now, I'm not in the right mindset

To myself, yes, I am my own fucking death threat

People remind me of cigarettes, they use me till I'm worn and walk over me

All they want me for is my money, don't even get the recognition from my family

I'm so very sorry, but I'm just not happy, what can I say?

This life fucking sucks and I don't wanna go on another day

I know I was acting happy n shit just yesterday

But I put on a mask and as soon as you left it went away

 

Fuck love, fuck it, it's evil

Doing these drugs, shit feeling kinda lethal

I fucking hate you all, yes all of you people

I want to be alone just so I can be peaceful

You make me want to die, you make me cry

You make me wanna say goodybe, take my life