Para$ite - On my Own

Walking around on my own, hugging the air as if you were at home,

where did you go, when I need you the most, you always turned to ghost.

 

I gave you the token, you threw it away, you closed the door, right in my

face, I gave you gold, you gave me colds, I gave you sun, you gave me

snow, I gave you this, and I gave you that,

but all you ever did was put your hand on my chest and tore it apart,

wishing for this, and I'm wishing for that, but I got nothing but a pen and

a pad, to keep me intact, to keep me afloat, pray to god on my knees,

but get no answers back, so I turn to the bottle, with disappointed looks,

I'm shook, to the core, I'm broke, need a hand, to help, get no help,

I'm alone, in my home, by myself, again, damn..

 

Walking around on my own, hugging the air as if you were at home,

where did you go, when I need you the most, you always turned to ghost.

 

Going down slow, back on that road, me myself and I, my demons and

angels are dancing parade, it's a distant sound, but I'm locked away,

no one ever listening to what I got to say, so I fake a smile and say that

I'm okay, cause even if I brought up my problems I know for a fact it ain't

gonna help me at all, the things in my brain are one of a kind, and the

voices I hear are disturbing at night, blow my ears out with loud

music, get complaints, but I'm used to it, it helps me fade away, I'd rather

listen to music then cut away..yeah...fuck...

 

Walking around on my own, hugging the air as if you were at home,

where did you go, when I need you the most, you always turned to ghost.