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My pain
- In my words i try n show my importance,
- But it feels like more extortion,
- Of my mind and my mental explorations
- but only in proportion,
- Cauz I live by my heart and die by emotions ,
- In my muusic I try to strive for perfection
- Writings bout all my imperfections
- hoping for someone to listen
- Will it glisten??...
- will it get in used in a sentence
- ever get mentioned... by intention
- I usually keep stuff to my self like..
- But when I write it down it feel like a new life
- Or bring that the inner self to light
- or shining light to the dark places that bring me vice
- will it suffice? Always thinking twice
- but the strain in my brain is my price and last all through the night
- .............Yea it last through the night....
- pause
- So i wake up in the morning were so bliss,
- fuck!!! god damn it
- I guess I'm fucking pissed
- Cauz I...
- can't fucking make these lips
- Spit the words I just wanna give
- Lets just redo this shit
- So I wake up first moments were so bliss
- then the synapses of my acts start to beat to down
- i know they say laugh at your pain but I'm not a clown,
- but the vivid memories keeps the dark clouds around,
- i have some things but i never really had it
- like you say you got cash but all you really have is plastic,
- cauz I got 3 sister and unknown mister,
- on my moms side I got aunts and cousins but never visitors
- I got a big family but in separate pictures
- the black sheep of both families..HA go figure,
- I'm older now and I figured out that love has different shapes
- even thou its a pleasant feeling it can hurt and take
- your... sense of happy livingggg
- you feel like ur digging in a hole cauz u feel like your all alone
- or walking round like a zombie with sadden moans
- just looking for some guidance.....
- for some guidance so you can apply them
- so u dont feel like your dying
- so dont bring me back cauz heart breaks feel like heart attacks
- even thou its whole its still got cracks
- ........from all the stabs in the back
- And fact not everyone will find their place or their mate,
- more so consolidate their independent state
- but I just want to stay aloneeee
- cauz my burdens are more than my hands can holddd
- and even thou my poker face gets me from place to place
- I feel like I wanna fold just pack up and go
- But the haunting thoughts of her takes it toll
- So right now I'm on my knees
- Or am I admitting defeat
- Or am I praying to someone that I will never meet
- I will never fathom this phantom
- But I will always sing my anthem of mind control
- and sing it intill I'm old
- Let society take its mold
- And never fall but stall
- cauz contractions of reactions
- seems Unavoidable without true passion
- N I'm laughing
- cauz my life is such a satire,
- cauz I let these thoughts give me flat tires
- on my road to success....
- I'm a pessimist, but least my sights are only up thou
- I always think my time is up hoe
- But I drag out answers I don't wanna hear
- but in fact it's the things I need to hear clear
- the fear is something I steer clear
- it seems I just keep gettin near
- The gate that peer over my ocean
- So will I sink or swim
- I image to just to skim in boat just care free,
- thinking yupp there's me
- Overcame the pain and rough seas
- but intill that day I might as well stay
- in the barbed wires and deal wit the pain...
- my pain will it ever go away
- I guess it's something I will have to find out and wait
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