DEFENDER'S RAP

• All i need is a source of inspiration
• To find answers to all my indecisions
• This isnt a celebration,
• I dont dream of recognition
• So everything i read n hear are not just words put together
• Its reflective of my mindstate n my desire to be better
• Do good, see no evil
• Thats what they always teach you
• But life is like seasons, gotta accept evrything they give you
• They teach us like evrythings good, avoiding the negatives
• Bringing it to your notice is one of my perogatives
• I see the good n bad as two sides of a coin, i just go with it
• But i notice the ideal life has a flipside,
• i try n make a better note of it
• Cuz there were things that i believed in that were thrown right at my face
• Proven wrong, dont be alarmed just get urself straight
• U talkn bout morality n ethics, do you really get it?
• I mean I know u know the theory but do you get it's essence?
• Find a better way to mix, stir n shake before you feed it
• To the ppl coming up,cuz what we get's not good enough
• Make them prepared for reality, before they even see it
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• I can try n paint a pretty picture of phenomenons n move along
• I can try n jump on trends, bite my pen n think of some catchy read-alongs
• But that just isnt me, i just observe n take notice of whats going on
• I look inside too, grab my demons and see which side i'm on
• Reality check, checking my system for a better reason
• To carry on than just to get rid of my demons n indecisions
• Where is the happiness we chase?
• Does it have a form or shape?
• Will the question whose answer im searching relentlessly
• Be the same ones i take to my grave?
• Hope u can relate, hope u appreciate what i create
• Is that where i find my happiness or is it just another craze?
• Will it wear off after a while, will it too become a phase?
• Which money, power, fame n ego will all help me erase?
• I dont know, im still searching for answers to questions that were never raised when i was raised
• So its just a delayed question, maybe the answers were never prepared