DEFENDER'S RAP

• I'm standing in the back field
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• Bottle in hand, triple distilled.
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• It's night and I'm lookin' at stars,
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• Reviewing all my scars,
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• and trying to go to a place much further away..
• Much further away..
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• It was like when I was kid, the things I did, they had meaning,
• Felt like back then I was dreaming until that demon,
• Started scheming, screaming in my ear, heart full of fear.
• I didn't grow up easy, momma was sleazy, my stomach was always queasy,
• Not enough to eat, but I followed a
• beat, tapping my feet, rapping black, hacked up words, attack, attack.
• Parents on drugs shrugged off my needs,
• Heart stopped, no more speed. They were feeding of my soul,
• I guess I inherited a taste of the shit my parents did.
• I got a sister and brother, no father or mother.
• Raised them myself, I was just a teenager, afraid of these dangers.
• Afraid of my anger.
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• I'm standing in the back field
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• Bottle in hand, triple distilled.
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• It's night and I'm lookin' at stars,
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• Reviewing all my scars,
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• and trying to go to a place much further away..
• Much further away..
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• Found a girl with a kid, a year and a half within, she broke it off.
• Scoffed cause I wasn't making enough money, shit ain't funny honey,
• These past 5 months I've flipped a brand new car,
• And have came as far as to be arrested,
• I'm confessin I'm stressin, thoughts infested, man I don't know fuck this shit, hoe.
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• I'm standing in the back field
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• Bottle in hand, triple distilled.
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• It's night and I'm lookin' at stars,
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• Reviewing all my scars,
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• and trying to go to a place much further away..
• Much further away