DEFENDER'S RAP

• It's been rumored that friends are irreplaceable
• And the urge to have one is insatiable
• You need them till their caging you
• But wish they were here when dangers facing you
• Before you know it you see the vision changing too
• It's easier to remember than it is to forget
• And for people to turn their back on your wen your going through shit
• But friends are the key to the shit that you miss
• Making you wish you were aboard before they sailed that ship..shit
• When you think about it, interaction? We can't be without it
• When we lack it we start attacking wanna cry fight and scream about it
• If I could recall a time when my woes became my woes
• I would be alone wishing that the voices would be controlled but whoa
• You never know until you know, you know? No?
• So listen while you r.i.p bro, It's been a while since I've told you what's been eating me
• Agreeably I wasn't there when you needed me
• But try to understand, It wasn't me avoiding you
• More of new habit to grasp It and stop annoying you but
• I could see you feeling hurt by my actions
• You can't miss what u lack but what happens when you've had it
• And you feel it start detaching try your hardest to catch it but restraining is far beyond ration
• Now we're clashing...I needed space ...not removed from you
• But to find something Lucid in my confusing views
• I want to be something more than me
• To see my peers adoring me..Only begs the question of if I've been ignoring me.
• What do they see, am I wise beyond my years?
• Or so badly destroyed that I've been tarnished by my fears?
• There's honor in these tears but to foot that bill
• Is a list of charges billed to what I could not feel
• What real is this, everybody loves you till they hate you
• Life will test you and retrain you until u concur that it's Made you