DEFENDER'S RAP

• One thing I learned is that you get what you deserve in life,
• Your chances to fuck up don't equate with the ones to get it right..right?
• It's kinda like when you observe a fight
• and sympathize with the pain of the blows but don't feel the strikes
• Everybody wants to come out the victor
• But then disassociate with the qualities of a winner
• It's awful, when you lost the good qualities within you
• Your drowning refusing To fight it thus the drama continues
• And you can't keep coping when your veins are halfway open
• Blood is dropping on your jeans, nobody seems to notice
• Eyes are fountains of water that don't even pour in order
• Heapin hills of bud and pills gotcha body feelin slaughtered
• But, you can't relate though, half you blame your parents for u being incoherent
• Why the hell are they your scapegoat
• Casually I'll turn away and just say never mind
• Cause to you the grass appears greener on the other side