DEFENDER'S RAP

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• they call me dreamz I'm just Tryna rap about the pain,
• I've never been the kind of guy to try and make it for the fame,
• I'm tryna get my music out and make a name,
• Talking about my life and how some shit will never be the same,
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• It's like my mother died Yeah of course this mothers boy did cry,
• Thinking about her face every time I look up straight in to the sky,
• Got me feeling down alone so I smoke until I feel so high,
• She was like a bird trapped in a cage now she can finally fly
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• I miss you every day till the point where tears come out,
• You were just the greatest mum I really mean there was no doubt,
• And yeah we had our rough times both of us would go and shout it out,
• But it never stopped this feeling that I feel because I feel so proud,
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• Feel so proud to be your son we were like the perfect team,
• Always looked after eachother and it's the reason why it's got to me,
• I see your face and everything slows down and then I start to grieve,
• A piece of me died when you died that's why I find it so hard to breathe
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• Hard to breathe with me here knowing that your lying deep,
• Trapped inside a coffin hope you have a nice eternal sleep,
• I'm breaking down the barriers I will walk and see you in your dreams,
• I hope you understand how I feel about you that's what this whole rap means,
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• Means I love you hope your watching this from up above,
• It makes me feel so down that I did not say that to you enough,
• I'm sick and tired of acting strong when things are starting to get so tough,
• That why I'm living life to make you proud now that's what I call love.
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