DEFENDER'S RAP

• all the shit i'm going through in the real life
• made me think of pulling out ma steel knife
• cause I've been living depressedly tranna steal love
• and every time i search in my mind i see fights
• i've... been wondering. almost my whole life
• if anybody truly loves me cause all i hear is lies
• wine been a close friend in so many nights
• going to jail so many times for doing cocaine n drugs
• but i don't give a fuck, what would change in my life if it already sucks!
• enough is enough no more acting like i'm living in a paradise
• the worst nightmare struggles and pain i wonder if i can sill breath i wonder if i'm sill alive
• hook (#verse 2) and all the dreams that i never achieved in my life
• now i'm picking the knife i just had enough..i put it to my nick n i see the blood dropping
• i din't stop laughing till i realized it ain't stopping.i fell on the ground bleedin & coughing.
• and every time i close my eye i see someone digging ma coffin
• my hart was beating as if the door's knocking
• i know i'm outta this life but i was wishing i could login
• i opened my eyes i was on the ground.i was shocked when i looked around
• the blood was gone i saw a light and i heard a sound " #tonight #i #give #you #a #new #life "
• i touched my neck but no wounds were found ....#hook