DEFENDER'S RAP

• Yo I write this rap, under pressure, beyond measure
• Bro I wonder if God, can help the lesser
• Yo thee shits got us under, it's alota stressers' we fell no question
• Homie it's gotta stop, we in hell no blessins
• Shits not mellow, its hectic so infectiouous
• Kids anorexic,
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• Fuck your apologies and fuck what you say,
• nothin' you can do that'll make me wanna stay,
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• 'cuz i'm tired of your shit and the mental abuse,
• and the way you always seem to have an excuse,
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• you fucked up my heart in every single way,
• now i have to lie and pretend im okay,
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• you're nothin' but a cheat, and a liar, and a fake,
• lookin' back now, you were a fuckin' mistake,
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• all you did was use me and treat me like a toy,
• now i'm trapped in a life that you managed to destroy,
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• a part of me wishes that you were never real,
• your name's on my wrist, that scar will never heal,
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• so don't try to dictate everything i feel,
• 'cuz my life is a car with no hands on the wheel,
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• i point out the flaws you refuse to address,
• but you still give me shit for being so depressed,
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• i understand that you think i'm insane,
• stop treatin' my life like it's a fuckin' game,
• you made me despise everything i became,
• that's why i had bryan give me another name,
• now thanks to you, we wasted four fuckin' years,
• all i have to show for it is failure and tears,
• why do you bother to pretend that you care,
• i may be delusional but i'm still well aware,