DEFENDER'S RAP

• Jesus you told me i'm you're number 1 you Called me a Prince, you called me you're son
• Help me, My life turned black, sun went with the wind, disappear n gone
• troubles #handcuffed me now I can't run
• I shouted for help, called your saints, found none
• Thought of ending my life, but you broke my gun!
• I called you, were are you, I'm dying
• Misery keep killing cee, I just hope you read the letter I'm typing
• With ink dropping like blood, I'm writing; help me god I'm Tired of troubles,
• I lost hope in #hope i'm now Tired of fighting, tired of surviving
• pain became the only word in my mind shining
• Living in illusions, stepping beside a wall of tears hiding,
• Fake world I created, in it I'm diving
• acting like i'm happy, smiling
• my hart is bleeding and the blood I keep on whipping
• Did you leave me because i'm a sinner, turned the sea to hell
• Acting like I'm a #swimmer, left me among the #lions asking me not to shiver
• Letting me fail in every step never be a winner,
• shall I cry shall i scream or just buy my mouth a zipper
• Or is it just a plan to make my life better, to break my old mold self
• And buy me a new mirror,I can-t find the answer but I believe that your love is a treasure
• And I'll keep on writing hoping you read every letter