DEFENDER'S RAP

• Had my knife on my left, drugs on my right
• Had my fights in my life, slugs on my side
• Stabbed my self, felt heavier, I took my blinds off
• Knife in my brain, cut through the chest till I fell down
• Fell on the floor screaming till i gassed out
• I'm dreaming, I'm screaming and ain't breathing
• lemme pull out my heart for break leaving
• im gone for long, ya'll maggots can be back to your jobs
• stacked to your lobs, fact is i'm gone, that is I'm dark
• later, woke up in the hospital, friends clubbed with sounds of tears
• looked at my heart's rate, them ups and downs of fears
• same way, our dice being thrown, flipping with the cups of frowns
• downed with kills, was scarred no more with pops and bloahs!
• the drops and fouls, looked at all the clocks they stopped
• I died and took time but with me alive, survived and locks unlocked
• time was racing back on, i guess i do matter all along blocks unblocked
• Time restored, looks like i did shatter and fall along falls all dropped
• thought my homes scattered and stalled but i was wrong even after
• i stopped living every moment, thought my hopes were lost even-ed after
• I hopped stealing their hearts, they did miss me but i did more, weeping laughter
• that's the kinda' shit i did when i woke up, i cracked a joke and seeking answer
• from me, everyone jumped in tears, hugged with and pumped with cheers
• well, all our saga's close with 'lived happily ever after'