DEFENDER'S RAP

• The fuck am i supposed to do
• lose it all just for these posers crews
• nah ill just mope as i always do
• think later about the things i could've said
• would've done if i had the bread
• if mother weren't there
• if i had the street cred, nobody says street cred
• damn im behind, im ass, im crazy, i need meds
• sometimes i listen to 444, pick up my .44 and imagine how to eat lead
• see that, thats the words of a bad nigga, a bad person
• Im the only villain, in this damn story, the heroes burden
• how come my life still in the first act, whens the intermission curtain
• Now im certain, im not learning nothing, yearning for shit i can't govern
• is it time for me to stop the heat, turn off the kitchen oven
• but these voices converging like a bitches coven
• meaning something?
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• puny gods, lose it all in seconds
• all i want is a litte bit of credit
• i don't care what or who the fuck said it
• as long as i get my mentions
• clout and pension, clouds and tension
• polar opposites like mordecai, rigby, benson
• crocs and clogs, all these damn knockoffs
• just wish i got my ascension, but these damn cockups
• keep ruining attempts
• keep intuitive people to vent
• keep screwing the next
• keep fucking my own head
• keep fucking myself fucking her
• fucking everybody over
• just to be closer
• no sir
• still alone sir
• im the poser