DEFENDER'S RAP

• You would think I'd say I hate you
• I've got every right to say so
• Who am I to hold that over your head
• I'd rather squash it instead
• Let it go, but never forget
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• It's not for you, I'm doing this for me
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• It's not for you, I'm doing this for me
• Just know that I forgive ya
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• Yo
• Started at a party
• Right at my apartment
• I was still in college
• We was on Bacardi, and other liquor products
• We were celebrating lil shit that we accomplished
• You had caught a ride to the crib you was carless
• Too much out the way for you to consider walking
• You brought a stranger with you that I've never met, awkward
• Didn't matter to me, at the moment I felt awesome
• It's odd you kept asking me for a couple dollars
• Through the entire evening, it kinda had me bothered
• I'd already let you hold a hundred from my pockets
• A few hours earlier, so what's up with the nonsense
• Nigga you my homie, but the rest for surviving
• You was being social, but ya boy was awful quiet
• I ain't pay no mind, because I was occupied
• With the people at the party tryna keep the shit exciting
• End of the night come around, people departing
• The party was successful cause nobody came knocking
• You had called your ride, and they said they wasn't driving
• I said if y'all need to crash on the couches, I ain't mind it
• Pointed to my door, and said the bathroom right behind it
• Then I fell asleep cause I was really fucking tired
• Woke up in the morning, feeling good with no problems
• Til you came in the room, and told me somebody robbed us
• I immediately checked my wallet
• All the money that I had in it was gone and, I was
• Mad than a motherfucker why, cause somebody
• Had decided to take advantage of my kindness
• Then it dawned on me, how did you know I got robbed too
• I ain't see your wallet, how I know somebody got you
• And the nigga that was with you, where did he run off to
• Started putting two and two together, then I caught you
• To me the foundation for EOG began to fall through
• Cause you were still around the crew after the shit I'd gone through
• Couple years pass by, we all went our separate ways
• And suddenly I find out that somebody offed you
• All the hatred that I had toward you, I felt awful
• While you was among the living I wanted to jaw you
• And tell you that I forgave you for the shit when I saw you
• I can't even do that shit no more now that we lost you
• Damn
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• You would think I'd say I hate you
• I've got every right to say so
• Who am I to hold that over your head
• I'd rather squash it instead
• Let it go, but never forget
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• It's not for you, I'm doing this for me
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• Just know that I forgive ya
• It's not for you, I'm doing this for me
• Just know that I forgive ya