CHALLENGER'S RAP

• 2017, yea that’s where it started
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• Come to find out I'd been heavily guarded.
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• With all this depression my wisdom's departed,
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• All of this pain’s got me feeling discarded
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• Everyone says, “man, forget all your pain"
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• But if I do that then what the hell do I gain?
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• My parents tell me, “Girl stay in your lane”
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• But often times I can’t see through the rain.
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• Barely doing what I need to do,
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• Lord really knows how I will get through.
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• Tryna be patient is hard like a test,
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• It often leaves me wondering like “what’s next”
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• Trying to work on doing what’s right,
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• Yet often relying on fight or flight.
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• Heartbroken and tired with nowhere to hide,
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• sometimes I wish I could just hide out in my mind,
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• When asked how I'm doing I often lied,
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• if I was alone I would’ve just cried
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• Longing for changes that might never come,
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• wondering man how could I be so dumb.
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• It hurts so much I wish I was numb,
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• but anyways where’s all the pain coming from.
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• No matter what I do it won’t be good enough,
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• working on perfection so I don’t go screwing up.
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• It's takes so much just to make it through the day
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• and that doesn’t mean I'm doing things the right way.
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• While at school I'm losing all my energy,
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• chilling trying to keep away from an enemy.
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• The day often drags on way too slow,
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• how people are so patient I don’t know.
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• It's such a rush to get out the door,
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• if that’s life now then think ahead a year and more
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• The stress never gives me a break,
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• when I tell my family they say it’s all fake.
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• When life gets hard then who do I go to,
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• cause I'm stuck and I don’t what to do.
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• My parents tell me It's all in your head,
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• but then I really wish I was liven in my head
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• I get high till i cant see the bed,
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• all that leaves me with is dread.
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• Life is a puzzle so connect the dots,
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• but man does that task seem like a lot.
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• You ask us kids to figure out life,
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• but all that leaves me with is strife