DEFENDER'S RAP

• These shadows are surrounding me
• No matter how hard I try, they always creeping
• Could it be revenge they're seeking?
• Or am I the conduit to aid in their speaking?
• Even when I turn them lights on, they still all around me
• Nobody can help me, I'm my own enemy
• Even when I think I am, I am never alone
• Try to cover my scent, bring out the cologne
• I'm accident prone, regrets of my own
• The anger I hone, regret is my dome
• I'm going home, back to them old railroads
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• I'm all solo, run away or hide, with my regrets, I'm so alone
• Darkness fillin' my eyes an' now I can't go home
• Guess I was mortified at them old railroads
• Voice cracks, high stacks, listenin' to static
• I've got nothin' left, may as well go out a savage
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• Darkness fills my eyes an' I can't go home
• What if I was a God? Would I mess things up?
• What if I was immortal? Would I really give up?
• Now that darkness fills my eyes, I can't go home
• It's half past midnight 'n I'm covered in shadows
• Must have been the time I sold my soul
• Just for my status, now I'm on my own
• What would you do if you were in my shoes?
• Couple of pills, some Vicodin, or another excuse?
• Mind scrambled, life a shamble, now I got no goal
• Voices in my head, they won't leave me alone
• No matter how much I plea, they just won't go
• All the darkness fills my eyes an' I can't go home
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• I may not regret everything, but there's things I regret the most
• Voices in my head just won't leave me alone
• All the anger boils up, that I can't condone
• Yeah, the darkness fills my eyes, guess I'll just go home