CHALLENGER'S RAP

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• so many sleepless nights
• you know damn well i miss my dad
• see look i never really had that true love
• dealing with my mom breaking all her promises
• i just needed a hug
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• yeah all these sleepless nights
• mm you know I put up a fight
• out of sight out of mind
• but all i wish is to get my grandmother back
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• you got to learn this shit isn't game
• now i hope you understand what i am saying
• Im done with all the playing and misunderstandings
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• To Heaven's door -- Shed so many tears
• I just wanted my real parents to show that they care
• yeah just to let all yall know my mom or dad was never there
• I'm tired of the people who stop and stare
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• I done had a lot of sleepless nights
• I know you see the bags under my eyes
• Im starting to become someone you don't recognize
• The bags so deep under my eyes niggas couldn’t tell if I was dead or alive
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• Now I finally realized that I shouldn't let my past define my feature
• Yeah I know life can be a bitch
• But im here to let yall know you will get through it
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• Mom always out there getting lit
• while you sitting there sick
• if I see her I dont know what I would say
• I want to call my mom all types of names
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• so for all the times I didnt sleep
• now your ass laying on that concrete
• im pretty sure she finna die
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• but i guess its just her time
• im sick of havin these sleepless nights
• Always gotta watch my back
• Cuz im afraid of being attacked
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• All that trauma I went through
• I put up with some shit
• im not going to let this s** slide
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• Sleepless nights
• Aye, lifes a bitch, and I'm cuffing mines
• Taking pills at night just so I can sleep
• Sorry mama, I can't turn the other cheek
• I still respect you but I can't take no more of losing sleep
• Cuz I ain't never kissing no feet
• Or bowing down to no one
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• All the people I thought I could trust betrayed me
• Been used and neglected and mistreated
• Now look at me now just sitting there staring at the ceiling
• Heavy weed smoker, get ounces for free
• It's a shame I had to do drugs to sleep peacefully
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• God is my witness I been going through some shii
• But I still remained strong in spite of all my struggles
• Now I can finally have some peaceful dreams
• Intead of nightmares
• My mom trying to come in my heart again
• Just to put me through the same old shii again
• Saying baby you know I'm sorry and I won't do it agajn
• Like that's going to make up for the years and the tears
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• But no I'm free and I can finally get some sleep
• Nobody never gonna hurt me
• Cuz now I'm full of energy and now i can fight
• And keep my mind on track
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• And stop taking all these pills
• And sit back and chill
• No more jack and Jill tumbling down the hill
• I can now sit in bed and snooze with ease
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• Remember coco now it's time to cease my moment
• Rolling my blunt eyes wide
• Mama I ain't with all the drama
• I'm to busy now making commas
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• I'm done with all the broken promises
• No more being surrounded by darkness
• Now u know some can relate to sleepless nights
• But once you give your life to christ
• And let go of the pain you will feel well rested
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• And that's a fact no acting
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• Big demo not that Lil one.
• Living my life with full precision
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• I'm young, black, gifted, living life and stay having fun
• Now I can finally sleep amen
• Now it's said and done
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• Cuz guess what I'm the choosing one
• And I know I nit in the wrong