DEFENDER'S RAP

• Everyone takin' shots at me, sayin' I can't rap, call me a mockery, claim it's fact
• That I've got no talent, tryna keep me balanced, I became cocky, what the fuck happened?
• I'm starting to become my raps: abandoned. It's as if I lost myself while fightin' my demons
• Or defending my girlfriend, or what I believe in, check my page for a free demonstration
• Some of my raps, just fall flat, as a matter of fact, I can't deny that, no matter how I look at it
• It's like I'm sendin' different messages, unable to face the facts, I ain't makin' stacks
• I snapped, I feel like I forget, that I'm not God, I'm just another human, that acts stupid
• Got the flow, syllables, 'n rhythm, got the raps, rhymes, 'n attitude.
• Is that what rap does to you? I won't drop a recorded on here
• 'Cause I feel as though it'd just bore you, or as if I was taking advantage of all of you.
• Write raps 'n stories of fantasy 'n truths, sometimes I think I have an effect on the youth.
• Call it Scooby-Doo, or Blues Clues, 'cause I got the clues, of what I do, to all of you
• Recorded raps don't mean shit, if there's no sense to them, no rhyme or reason
• If you want me back to my old level, no cockiness just bein' humble
• I'll need some help from my homies through this long ass struggle
• If you don't want me being so harsh on my content and language, just say so
• I know most of you biased, you don't actually like my songs or me
• But if I record them, they'd never get played on the radio, trust me
• Now I'm stuck, rhyming the same words together, I'm startin' to lack emotion
• Don't get me wrong, I'm not asking for forgiveness or attention
• I just want people to know some of the things I'm really feelin'
• Away from the computers what really are we? Just a large group of desperation, just tryna make it.
• We can't hide from the truth, but some of us are trying to.
• We've got nothing else to turn to, just suffering and abuse.
• Think of this as my soft side, stuck in the Great Depression
• Believin' my own lies, think I should learn another lesson.
• On the outside I'm tough, just tryna get shit done.
• But on the inside I'm soft, just like most of ya.