DEFENDER'S RAP

• Listen up.
• I am tired of the bullshit I face.
• Hear me out
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• Starts at (0:14)
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• I grew up in the streets cause I had these rappers as my idols
• I was in crowds that were dropping gangster disciples
• I knew I had to get out cause I was becoming the same thing I was seeking to destroy
• I remember nights where my mom was up all night screaming and crying about her baby boy
• I had to speed up for a second to get my point across
• I had to stand up for the same things that brought me loss
• I could name a few of the women that broke me down
• Had me shutting down
• And cutting off my friends
• Let's start from the beginning with Jasmine, she's the one that stabbed me
• She thought I was with her sister on the side, yah, she was crazy
• Then we had Lilianne, but she was no better then the first
• We broke up but I figured out that every night she had my name cursed
• Then we get to the best one, her name was Katrina
• I thought she was the one, it was a simple idea
• I lost my chance with her and got another I fucked that one up too
• As you can see with love I only have a bunch of issues
• I either fuck it up or get fucked over
• It's like a game of poker
• Flip the cards and throw some shoulders
• In the cut with lots of soldiers
• Cuts on our face they call us Joker
• Nevermind I left everything colder
• I was getting closer and closer but could never find out what I was running to
• I might take a second pause mid-verse, take a sip out the cup full of blue
• Did I say blue I meant purple lean always got me slurring my words
• I always want to be high as the clouds I was flying up near the birds
• I was trying to be something I wasn't like cutting the deck into thirds
• Just before shuffling again, and dealing cards that only left people hurt