DEFENDER'S RAP

• //Verse
• Growin' up, thought I was gonna be rich, now I know, but it's hard to make it like this
• Underrated? no I'm just underdebated, youngest one of the greatest, come on
• they sayin' i changed, but i just grew up, actin' like it didn't hurt, but i just threw up
• sick of the crying, sick of being sick but too quiet
• sick of actin' tough, sick of hidin' that im dyin, i been, missin' the assignments, missin' the stress of tryin'
• goin' through a lot, know i got bad timin', pride is useless to me unless its from you, lying's useless to me, tell me the truth
• what's the point if i don't make it in my youth? never been the point really, fuck a view
• i see myself in others so I help em, got a clue? think that shit will help ME if save 1 or 2
• but it didn't, fine, i admit it, from the way this shit went, think im finished
• never make the money, thats not what i wanted, is it?
• i needed it, this greed a bitch, nothin' is exceedin' it
• they tellin' me its time to be dismissed, say i talk too little, i'm hardly breathin' bitch
• Not makin' it for the money, I made them all look like dummies
• You a joke and it's not funny, the sky in my heads not sunny
• Feelin' sick to my stomach, cuz the truth just so damn ugly
• All these people I'm done with, cuz their truths are just so ugly
• These people just keep on runnin', all these years that they called me nothin'
• I took that pain, and I might've finally made somethin'
• I made a name out of nothin', that's nobody, turn a nothin' to somethin', I'm so hungry
• Leave a legacy behind besides my own child, doin' this so I never see anything but a smile
• been to my own depths of hell, hell I'm surprised I survived, it's hard to keep livin' when you really wanna die
• it's hard to apply yourself when you don't wanna try, i'll always have your back as long as you have mine
• Melt the fuckin' metal like the arctic, huh, got me steppin' on the pedal, i will not give up
• Don't be talkin' when yo ass don't got my luck, fon't be steppin outta line or I'll keep you in front
• I need advice, but most of you motherfuckers suck, think you better, but I promise you'll get punked
• The man in the mirror makin' my vision clearer, I can see myself on top, but I don't know what I'm here for
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• //Notdead Verse
• I don't think I'm human, my parents were some aliens, my greatest fear is making it, maybe even failing them
• Brain's on locomotive, while the haters at the station, it's meat eaters, dick riders like gators out in Cayman
• I've been kicking shit since I've first tied my laces, then I ran the track for the lucid dream that I'm chasin'
• Y'all keep shooting for the stars, I'm shooting for Uranus, cuz y'all headasses talking shit til you meet my stainless
• Sad to say this but I've lost feelings for the century, why? well just make an inference, it's elementary
• I've been rapping as if anybody's even hearing me, it's just me and you and I'm not at all what I appear to be
• Nowadays, I can't keep my tone down, not locked up but I make money from the cell, can't put my phone down
• I remember I used to wish that I could fly away, now The bystanders asking me how come I always get my way? (How)
• I usually say that I don't know but lately I think it's destiny
• I'm dodging leeches, false facades and grown men that message me
• How you a boss wanting hands outs and no history? Asking me for help? Then you gotta be kidding me
• Let me run your business, I swear that I can make it Rockefeller, with the right motives, my whole motion gets the block together
• Everything I make is A1, I deserve sixty-six scarlett letters, this ain't the same song, this is something better
• It's me and nobody, this flow go dummy, act a hoe and might as well put ugly holes in your buddy
• til it's bloody like my nose gets runny, feel like Kid Cudi
• I'm a man on the moon and I got plenty rockets and go crazy like a monkey
• And I think I'm Kodak black cuz this primate's on my back
• And I get pissed off and lockjawed when a poser text me back
• Contemplating the time it'll take to make his head go crack, like polevaults under fat acrobats (Huh?)
• All these poles you would've thought I was a stripper or a Gym Kat
• You think that you're "Him," but boy, you know I've been that, uppercut make his chin flat
• You're turned around but turn back and feel a big clack, grrt grat
• So many gun sounds, you would've thought Desiigner was with us
• You cop Off-White, I give you two black eyes and now you a panda
• Endangered species and I'm dangerous,
• Tweakin off only the energy, and no I'm not on angel dust
• Come out here with disrespect so no you cannot hang with us
• Only time you can is a noose around your neck til your face could bust
• I'm not sorry for the six six six sick images, that boy wanna play rough, he as sweet as some licorice
• Make him fall then fall into shock and next the heat gon' flush
• Bleeding pus, leak blood onto the street as I heed no fucks, I put my soul into every song, you can tell that I'm serious
• You telling lies, you're all pathologically delirious
• People tell me that I'm gonna' be famous like I really care, I just want the money and someone who's really there
• And a fresh breath of air, In a life that's never ever fair