DEFENDER'S RAP

• V1: I’ve drank so much, tonight I’ll stumble
• my world crumbles, wake up
• tomorrow like where did the sun go?
• I ain’t Ronaldo, cuz I don’t have any goals
• I just have work, then I just sleep
• Deeper and deeper, I’ve started to sink
• Bartender pour me another five drinks
• Where are my friends don’t they care about me?
• Went to the funeral then they ditched me.
• Like they don’t give a shit about you motherfucker
• Ben, you’ve become crazy, sleep half the day away
• You’ve become lazy, chances are slim for you I ain’t talking shady
• I’ll give you a year tops, then you’ll be pushing daisies
• Remember all the dreams you had, those were the days gee,
• I wonder when that Ben went, I wonder where his mind went
• I don’t know who gives a fuck, that boy went off the deep end.
• Dad died, covid hit, guess I fell apart
• all the pieces shattered and I don’t know where to start
• If rain could clear the pain away and put me on an ark
• Then I’d live a perfect life, and I’d have no broken heart
• But that’s just a mirage, that’s just a illusion
• If 808s could cure my angst and undo the confusion
• Than I would be a millionaire and I’d just be on cruises
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• V2: Living in a village in Italy like an Olympian
• Call me Katt Williams I’m feeling like a pimp again
• Hooking up with bitches I barely know
• I’m sad once I dip cuz I’m trying to find love where do I go
• When I’m in a hall of mirrors looking at the same face
• Created all these problems how the fuck do I change
• Your life isn’t a video game
• You ain’t Super Mario, you’ve only got one life and day
• Just to take it one day at a time
• So much on my mind
• I’m lost in the clouds too busy staring at the sky
• Then the storm clouds rise and the rain’s pouring
• Hurricane rains there’s a typhoon storming
• And I try to swim away paddling to shore
• Cuz I’ve got to win this fight and end this holy war
• But every single task for me just feels like a chore
• Like I swam out of a shipwreck and I woke up on the shore
• I’m just expected to carry all this rage and motherfuckin sadness
• And there ain’t no path to light, no way to escape the blackness
• And the world feels empty like I’ve lost all passion
• So I keep on drinking till I feel happy
• Then it fades away, so I drink again
• Way to win, you’re the devil rebuking the sin
• It’s so easy when you’re looking through the looking glass
• Life is like a roller coaster Silver Bullet whiplash
• Like the dork at school, I just feel like I’ve been picked last
• But I’m like the college dropout he ain’t gonna be in class
• What can I say I drove my car so fucking fast
• But I hit the brakes too late and I just fuckin crashed
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