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CHALLENGER'S RAP

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  • It's unbearable when your body's irreparable,
  • Starting to get desperate and reading through the parables,
  • The spirit's willing but the flesh is weak,
  • Feel it's my destiny to never breathe,,
  • All these entities coercing me to end it,
  • Scars on my wrist always scoffing at my presence,
  • The endless nights I spent shaking writhing in the darkness,
  • I thought I knew pain now I'm just a walking carcass,,
  • I'm pacing back and forth drenched in suicidal thoughts,
  • Hope my doom's arriving short claws are tearing through my heart,
  • I'm barely an adult it's hard just managing to talk,
  • I dream of staring at my corpse spirit heading to the source,,
  • Months of pain has got me on the edge about to fall,
  • It's the meds that caused it all never felt this way before,
  • Rocking back and forth and staring at the wall,
  • I was once on my feet now I cannot even crawl,,
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  • (Hook x2)
  • Inside of the mind where my thoughts collide,
  • Trying to find a way to survive,
  • What's it really mean I could never reply,
  • I see different person when I look in my eyes,,
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  • I call out to some kind of higher power over me,
  • Demons are steady choking me maybe this was supposed to be,
  • Totally it's controlling me and forcing me to leave this earth,
  • Torching me I scream and hurt sorcery it's evil work,,
  • It's gonna take the man in me to conquer this insanity,
  • Psychiatry just branded me killing me and my family,
  • Candidly handing us pills to keep us on our knees,
  • If you get to listening then maybe you will get to see the,,
  • Evil all around us sucking off the waves of sadness,
  • It's to comprehend living in this place I'm trapped in,
  • Psychotic torment growing as the days are passing,
  • But maybe I can try to save you from this state of madness,,
  • I'll be with my sister floating through the heaven breeze,
  • So just forget of me there's nothing left of me,
  • Just quarts of Hennessy and broken memories,
  • God just lended me so you can set me free,,
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  • (Hook x2)
  • Inside of the mind where my thoughts collide,
  • Trying to find a way to survive,
  • What's it really mean I could never reply,
  • I see different person when I look in my eyes,,

DEFENDER'S RAP

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  • ///PRODUCED BY NOTDEAD
  • ///COVERART BY NOTDEAD
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  • ///Hook
  • I'm tired of not being paid again
  • Ideas abrasive, my brain is thin
  • Jot on this page, then I face the sin
  • Tonight I'm letting my rage just win
  • Come on, just look at the state he's in
  • Amazin' how they ain't payin' him
  • The reason your business got vacations, this
  • All got my stomach achin', twist
  • Mind is twisted,
  • sick to my tummy it's
  • Time to quit
  • Fye on my hip
  • Medicine don't work when you're too far gone
  • Get the fuck back, you just Move all wrong
  • Don't wanna see you or follow
  • On my lead, you gon' follow
  • Heart made of glass about as fucking shallow as the blastzones from internal battles
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  • ///Verse 1
  • I'm on the edge of this ledge, this is my m.o., I'm draggin' the clip
  • Got this on my own, don't ask me for tips
  • For the moment that I'm Passive as shit
  • I swing on moodswings
  • and You can't see what I see
  • Obviously poking on me slightly like maybe five IV's
  • My grandpa is dying
  • Cant take this shit lightly
  • Hes got these infections in his body
  • Im starting to think that they’re never gonna leave
  • I’m worse than a Nazi, i hate everybody
  • I feel the same during summer spring and the month in which u rake a sum of leaves
  • I need some to believe
  • That's why I'm believin in me
  • Step in my way get fucking split like a tree
  • Too many hits now you gotta live on your knees
  • I'm Feelin like all these friends gonna leave
  • Maybe Face first flip into some concrete
  • Then say that im Speakin to these streets
  • I'm a fucking beast, don't let me hop on your beats
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  • ///Hook
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  • ///Verse 2
  • When it rains it pours, dark acid stains of course
  • And the Pollution in my brain, is coarse
  • Yet Lately I’ve left the game, divorced
  • Say what youd like but it aint gonna make me feel remorse
  • I got so much shit going on I cant focus on whats yours
  • Bad emotions in full effect, you gon feel the force
  • I just wanna approach this all slowly
  • Oceans explodin with emotions that im holdin makes me wanna OD
  • Then I come to my senses, got me texting all my homies
  • You want me to feel pain, but that is my motif
  • Self inflictions, I'm conflicted
  • i Have trouble with commitment
  • you gon' pay me commission
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  • ///hook

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