CHALLENGER'S RAP

• Its been a while since i been in here, lets be more accurate almost 4 years.
• To be honest after the shit i been through, something brought me here.
• My life aint been right since i was a kid, 17 years old is when it all started.
• I am now almost 21, wish that would mean that everything would get better.
• But it seems like no matter what it is im always under the weather.
• I cry, and vent and cry again.
• Nothing goes right, and now i have no one by my side.
• My life is like a roller coaster, but i dont want to go for the ride.
• When everything goes up there is always a down fall, but for me nothing goes right at all.
• I want to start a new life for me and my son, but love is so strong it made me lose my soul.
• I no longer have myself anymore, maybe its from the names "Im a whore"
• But whether i fight back or agree to disagree,
• no matter what i chose to do nothing gets better for me.
• Losing myself more and more everyday, if it aint myself, its everybody else.
• I dont know how to feel as of anymore, i have closed so many doors that i no longer have anymore.
• I try to believe that good will come along,
• but for as long as i been waiting i dont think i could believe anymore.
• From all this aching, i am so sore.
• I dont even know what to do anymore.