DEFENDER'S RAP

• Six hundred and thirty-five days, I’m counting my blessings,
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• I'm tryin' to hold on but the time goes slow mama, It feels like
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• a Hurricane hit my cell, ain’t got no power, - tryna walk The straight 'n' narrow paths is a battle,
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• Kinda hard to walk when you feel like you are trapped in circles.
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• My soul bleeds
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• these four walls, My head aches after it has been hit off 'em, over and over again
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• Give you my heart that is - filled with pain, Give me my freedom, take away the head-ache,
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• it hurts, I promise that it won't take long, trying to live--through all the cold days of hell,
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• trying not to let my Night-mare overcome me now, but what happen to --
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• my life,
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• Speed Up Here:
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• it feel like I have been taken away by my own decisions,
• I know I have to be truthful, but there's so many things that
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• I decided not to mention it.
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• But I am just pushing my emotions to the back of the shelf. But it is getting hard to see the
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• image I am seeing, the message I am trying to send .
• Cuz I'm tired of acting blonde, should I haved listen to what people
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• have told me,
• How could someone cold like me warm up to someone so nice -- yeah everyone laughing at my
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• mishaps,
• Maybe I just drag myself to my own trap that I made,
• I can’t stop myself from howling my head off cuz these
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• emotions are drowning me,--
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• Back to normal speed, but with shorter syllables
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• I’m not wishing that I was dead. I just hope that I can get through it all, I’ve already got too many
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• problems to list 'em’ all. How can no one see what is going on?
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• I am now distracted by my own sad songs, I don’t know
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• what any of this is proving,
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• can someone just call their bluff, cuz mentally it's a scar. Sometimes it feels good to be the
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• underdog, no one sees you or your ego, it's just covered with fog. Out of sight from everyone, but know I take advantage of
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• Everyone being so bold. My life needs to be a little less complex. No problems, no conflict, I'm getting tired of my problems
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• that keep on getting bigger