DEFENDER'S RAP

• I want to get a job so I don't end up becoming a slob,
• I stick emcee's on a stick attached to the ass like a Kabob,
• Been wastin' money tossing it at strippers wearing Gucci flippers,
• Near known killers in LA that wouldn't hesitate to unload they Clippers,
• Suicidal thoughts have been crossing my mind, I wanna bust a cap in my behind,
• But the fact I got support around me keeps that itchin' feeling on a recline,
• I ain't scared to ram a fuckin' knife through these veins, this posse's insane,
• The only friend I got is a noose, we always hang, bumpin' Nirvana as I blow my brains,
• Such a dark place but this tunnel always has a light at the end, I can't even pretend,
• Sometimes I want this life to end and watch my family members cry as I'm buried in sin,
• At your local cemetery, but fuck suicide, one day I wanna get married to a bitch name Carrie,
• We'll set this whole place on fire, just don't place near me no fuckin' electrical wires,
• I'm tired but I got the strength to slit a neck, happy or upset, I'll smash my head off a bench press,
• The pen keeps me flowing, the thought of a bright future keeps me going in the mornings,
• Smashin' heads with a plate of porridge, suicide is dark, but the taste of overcomin' is as sweet as an orange,
• I ain't here to front like a car bumper, one day I'ma fuck a woman, and we'll both sit back and Wonder,
• where the time went as we reminisce of this suicidal parade, I'm bout to- BANG GOES THE GRENADE