DEFENDER'S RAP

• Verse 1
• Yesterday was so much better or maybe was it worst
• Every time I think Im up i get pushed back to the dirt
• Dirt is what I’ve done em so karma deserve
• I push it to the limit so soon I’ll see the hearse
• Searching for answers yeah I can’t show my work
• So I flip it to the back where the answer is I’m sure
• That won’t help but Stil I seek n i lurk
• easy street I try to pass it but Fuxk it I reverse
• Work I do my nine to fives
• Wishing I had a different life
• Downing lites to past the time
• Drowning in rapid tides
• Climbing up endless vines
• Ima mess recklace mind
• Write the facts in my rhymes
• Yet you think I am fine
• Smile but I die inside
• End it in matter of time
• I’m
• Doubting my existence
• Why tomorrow isn’t promised
• Im trying to do things better but fuck it let’s be honest
• Time to push this Cronic bag and down the gin and tonic …
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• Bridge
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• Demonic voice teases and fuck it I want it
• What good is a reason to live If I’ve lost it Wishing time freezes a better me thaws it
• If pain gets deleted? Then joy is just cause less
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• Verse 2
• sitting in this bed machine hooked to my vien
• Shits eating at my head if only I just prayed
• Listen to advice Instead Of shortning up my days
• Nights life led to dui financial pain
• Temptations comes In every variation
• prey on me I see no changes
• Caving- digging out this grave
• I’m cursed
• They tell me it’ll get better but na its getting worst
• Tears in my eyes it hurts
• Goodbyes to my future wife and baby girls! im bout to die at the end of this verse.