CHALLENGER'S RAP

• I was fine, got to the bottom line,
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• And i'm not gonna lie, flashes actually appeared in front of my eyes,
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• My schemes have changed, always being ahead with the word play,
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• what's the point if the fans can't rap their heads around what the words say,
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• Total darkness, 19 hours I still consider it the worst day,
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• Squashed up, not understanding, hungry and thirsty,
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• Looking up at that dangling light bulb, why has god cursed me,
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• I write with demons inside me, that i've tried to make piece with,
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• But the spread is unstoppable, memories can end up like diseases.
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• Now I'm stronger and better, wiser and older,
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• Nowadays i feel like i'm somehow nicer yet colder,
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• It's hard for people to gain my trust or respect,
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• I'm vicious with words, quick to impress with my dialect,
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• That's mainly a wall that can't crumble, a natural defence,
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• In life there's many who wear masks, it's all a pretence.
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• I got friends by the bucketload, literally in the hundreds,
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• But they're friends with the facade, inside there's a monster,
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• Only time i've ever let go i've seen the damage that that shit can do,